Thoughts
TO LIVE, TO DIE,
A REASON PLEASE GIVES.
THE HORRENDOUS PAINS I FEAR,
HAS ME CLOSE TO TEAR.
THE OPERATION I MUST HAVE,
BAD OMEN AND BAD DREAMS OF IT I HAVE.
IT'S NOT DEATH I DO FEAR,
BUT THE THOUGHT OF HAVING NO-ONE NEAR.
MY FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY I MUST LEAVE,
AFTER DEATH IT IS JUDGEMENT- I DO BELIEVE.
FORGIVE ME NOW FORGIVE ME PLEASE,
FROM SOME PAINS OF JUDGEMENT, ME, THEY MIGHT RELEASE.
SO GOOD BYE TODAY,
THIS COULD BE MY LAST DAY.
GOOD TIMES I HAVE HAD,
NOW IT'S TIME TO DIE - AIN'T THAT SAD.