Eternal Wish
AM I ALIVE, OR AM I DEAD,
IS THIS A BOX OR MY ETERNAL BED.
AS I LIE HERE WITH TIME TO THINK,
THERE IS A SMELL AN AWFUL STINK.
IT IS ME, I’VE MADE A MESS,
ALL THIS I COULD NEVER GUESS.
THE PAIN THAT I AM NOW IN,
IT IS THE PENALTY FOR MY SIN.
ALL I CAN DO IS VISIT MY KINS,
AND BEG THEM TO PRAY FOR MY SINS.
OH! IF I COULD TELL THEM HOW BAD IT IS,
THE PAIN WOULD LESSEN WITH OUR PROPHET’S KISS.
HOW I LONG TO BACK WITH YOU,
ALAS IT WILL NEVER COME TRUE.
CHANGE MY LIFE, IF ONLY I COULD,
TO TAKE THE PATH TO ALLAH AS I KNOW I SHOULD.
A GREAT LIFE I THOUGHT I HAD WHEN I WAS THERE,
NOW I LIE HERE ROTTING, NO CLOTHES JUST BARE.
NOW FEEDING ALL THE THINGS IN THE GROUND,
TRYING TO SCREAM, BUT THERE IS NO SOUND.
I TRIED TO DO WHAT I THOUGHT WAS FOR THE BEST,
FORGETTING THE PATH I FAILED MY TEST.
LOST THE BLESSING OF MY LORD,
SOMETHING I COULD NOT AFFORD.
PRAY FOR ME MY BELOVED WIFE,
YOU WERE PART OF THAT LIFE.
PRAY FOR ME MY CHILDREN DEAR,
IT COULD SAVE ME FROM THIS ETERNAL FEAR.
OH! ALLAH GRANT ME ONE LAST WISH,
FOR THE BLESSED MOHAMMED TO GIVE ONE KISS.
TO TAKE AWAY ALL MY SINS AND PAIN,
IT IS THE ONLY WAY I WILL GAIN.
